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Sobbing

I just finished reading Solitaire by Alice Oseman and I'm actually crying. Tori is genuinely so relatable and the entire story is just so good. She continues to prove why she is my favourite over and over again. I absolutely love Tori and she deserves so much better than what herself and others but her through. Michael is also such an amazing character, and I love how it shows that they needed and wnated each other instead of the bullshit "I'll save you" stuff. It was so beautifully written and I wish I found more peers who loved Tori as much as I do. I love how realistically she writes her characters.  
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STARDOM

AHHH I AM SO EXCITED FOR TONIGHT!!! STARDOM PREMIERS THEIR 9/27 LIVE IN 20 MINUTES AND I'M SO SO SO EXCITED!! MY MAMA IS LETTING ME STAY UP LATER TO WATCH IT!! Saya and Maki are my favourites and they're so amazing and I love them so much!! I got the Rei Funko pop today, I got to the library and read Solitaire, AND NOW I'M WATCHING STARDOM!!! I love love love love having a good day so much. I get to wnjoy today all on my own too since I can't really share it with any friends lol. I feel like I should start actually getting prepared for these now. Like snacks and drinks and all that stuff. I should make my own merch for Saya and Maki too since I really want to show I like them without paying so much money for the merch (I don't have the money 😓). Is it pathetic that this is the most exciting part of my week? Like I don't have any friends or have much of a social life outside of my own interests, but here I am practically vibrating over idol-wrestlers who don...
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I Love Music So Much

Music is such a big part of me. Like, a super big part of me. Music makes up most of my day, most of my mind, most of my heart, and it builds who I am as a whole. It's also how I get to know other people, and I have a lot of trouble socializing with other people if there isn't music involved. I just feel like it's such a creative art form, that has so much more depth than people give it credit for. If you asked me who my favourite artists were, I'd probably panic and mention the first ones to thought (like Cavetown and Arctic Monkeys), but those are honestly more comfort artists than artists I listen to on a day-to-day basis. I listen to Yousei Teikoku and Mitski for the most part, some Babymetal between that all. I listen to a good amount of Japanese music, but I think part of that is because I don't know a single word they are saying so my brain gets to relax and just feel what the song was meant to convey. Obviousy I can tell what they mean to say, or understand ...
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